I woke up and finally realized that I'll probably never be happy. Too many wrong choices made in my life and too late to change them now.
So I'll probably do now what many generations before me have figured out before I get put out to pasture. Be happy in my mundane-esque life and hope I teach kids not to make the same mistakes I've done. Indeed life can certainly end at 30. I hope and pray that they make all the right decisions so that they can always be happy and enjoy a beautiful and wonderful life.
I'm sure it's what every parent hopes for :)