Friday, August 20, 2010

There's a beat I was missing. . .

Now a symphony's the only song to sing. . .

KELIS - Acapella lyrics

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I was walking, was living
My melody was acapella
There’s a beat I was missing
No tune, or a scale, I could play
The sound in the distance
No orchestra playing together
Like a boat out to sea,
The silence was too deafening
So come and revive me
I can’t feel my heartbeat
Just me surviving alone
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing
Everything was the same
One color was just like the others
An assembly routine
My memories were all black and white
Till I stopped overthinking
Decided to draw back the curtains
And I cleared all the cobwebs
And began to let in the light
So come and revive me
I can’t feel my heartbeat
Just me surviving alone
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing
(Bridge – 3X)
You are the drum in my heart beat
Bass and guitar lead
Stuck on the notes you play
My heart that you play on
Red like a crayon
I can’t walk away
(Chorus – 2X)
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing
Before you,
My whole life was acapella
Now a symphony’s
The only song to sing


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Still the Owner of a Lonely Heart

My job is not difficult. I thought at first it was going to be but when I got used to it I realized the Transfer and Hold button were my best friends. It's actually a very mundane and repetitive job. I really do enjoy helping people though. I like getting commendations and such.

The one thing I realized though that made my job terrible is that fact that I actually had friends there. I really enjoy talking to them and socializing again. When I was at home I obviously did not get to do that too much. Plus they teach me a bunch of stuff. I rediscovered cricket through my friends there. As such, I was able to speak to my dad about something he liked.

Now that everyone has left I have no one to talk to. My best friend there took off for a week. I flipped because it was so dull with no one's company. I plan on punching him in the feet when I see him. I think I really feel like I have no friends and no one in my life. It really sucks! I know that life gets in the way for everyone. One of my dear friends whose birthday passed told me that she doesn't deserve a friend like me. I thought that was so odd. I just think I'm so miserable for company all the time. But then I see 5 missed calls from my buddy and I think. . .hmm, maybe some folks do like my company.

I must find this movie w/ english subtitles!! It's driving me nuts how much I want to watch it :P

Monday, August 9, 2010

You know how I know. . .

You know how I know that you're lonely. . .when you have your court date and no family or friends to go with you. . .that's how I know.

I understand. I always knew I'd be alone. For a while I thought I wouldn't be but that's okay. All it means is that my sixth sense was right again.

But how can some one be there for you if you never ask? Don't be lonely. . .just ask. . .and I'm there for you ;)

From Mother India. . .hardcore Old Skool

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Chaiya Chaiya (Walk in the Shadow of Love)

I jus' up and teefed it. . .

1. It’s 2AM and you are not home. You are more than likely:
Prolly clubbin' with the chickas

2. What’s the last thing you spent more than $100 on?
Clothes for Thing 1 and Thing 2, jewellery and accessories for them too!

3. What do your bank checks look like?
Green and blank

4. Where did the shirt you are currently wearing come from?

5. Name something that will be on your Christmas wish list: a car and home for moi and the kiddles

6. What color is your toothbrush?

Aqua and white

7. Name something you collect and tell us about it.
Hmm, nothing really. Wouldn't want to be a hoarder!

8. Last restaurant you ate at. Who were you with? How was it?

Rainforest Cafe with Thing 1 and Thing 2. Terrible, but after I got the manager. . .MUCH better.

9. Who was the last person you bought a birthday card for?

Um. . .I *think* ex-mother-in-law

10. What is your worst bad habit?
I honestly have too many to name

11. Name a magazine you subscribe to?
Wow, haven't done that since I was a teen!

12. Your favorite pizza toppings?

Chicken, Spinach and Sundried Tomatoes

13. Whose number were you looking up the last time you used a phone book?
A customer. . .and nobody uses phone books. Except for my customers born in the 20's, 30's and 40's.

14. Other than family, who is the person that you love most?
Uh, my friends I guess. . .but I consider them family too :)

15. What is the last thing you cooked?
Um. . .roti I think. Unless you consider when I heat up my moustache wax.

16. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy used?
Shoes?! I don't know. . .junk I guess.

17. Which shoe do you put on first?
Wow, I never thought about that but always the right.

18. What is the last thing you remember losing?
Ergh, my phone. . .but thankfully I got it back.

19. What is the ugliest piece of furniture in your house?

I think the question is more. . .what isn't ugly. . .blargh!

20. Last thing you bought and ended up returning?

I have no idea, can't remember the last time I returned something.

21. What perfume/cologne do you wear? If none, why?

If I could, my Fifth Avenue. Otherwise - I'd love to wear Angel or Burberry.

22. Your favorite board game?

Not too into board games. . .but I like dominoes.

23. What was the last board game you played?


24. Where did your vehicle come from?

My old one? A Honda. . .but I believe it was built in Canada.

25. If a movie was made about your life what would the theme song be?
Everything is Everything by Lauryn Hill or. . .Chaiya Chaiya?

26. You’re sad, who can cheer you up easily?
The things, sometimes a young cricket player. . .but no one otherwise >:/

27. What was the color of the bridesmaid dresses of the last wedding you went to?


28. What house cleaning chore do you hate to do the most?

Behind the stove. . .and other stuff that requires heavy gunk and lots of moving stuff around.

29. What is your favorite way to eat chicken?

Hot Wings prolly

30. It is your birthday. You hope the cake is?

Vanilla and Ice Cream. . .possibly cookies and cream - YUM!

And how was your day?

"I'm on my way and I've got your pass, I'll meet you at the bus stop as usual."

"Okay, I'm on my way going there now"

Jumped off the bus. Hmmm, Milhouse is right. . .she is lollygagging. . .

"Okay, thank you _____"

"Yeah, I'm sorry I wasn't able to get our money back. I'll file a complaint with the TTC. I went to Davisville today"

"What did you do today?"

"Umm, I went to the mall and got a haircut. Walked around for a while. I wanted to see this movie called Inception but I didn't yet. I saw Toy Story 3 yesterday with the kids. Went to Davisville like I told you and just came here."

"So, what are you doing now?"

"Nothing, it's 6 now so I'm going home to clean up and prep for the next day"

"Well, I'm glad you got the pass. You look very nice today. . .so slim and pretty"

"(Laughing) I'm not slim, just wearing jeans that fit me finally. Also, my hair was done so that probably helps."

"But, you know right. . .you are so young. You should be going out and you really need to meet someone and enjoy your time. Kids are good but, yeah. . .like someone to have is better. No company right."

"Uh, yeah. . .I'm . . .just busy and stuff. I got a lot of responsibilities now. A little harder to meet someone who is patient right. Wish it could be that easy for me - HA!"

"Oh ooookkkaaayyy, well don't wait too long you know. Not good to wait such a long time."

". . . . .yuuupp"

"See you tomorrow then?"

"Heh, maybe"

"Take care"

"You too"

My dear (lollygagging) friend. . .I do not share the responsibility of parenting anymore. It's just me and I've got to be consistent. Wouldn't it be so nice to simply have someone show up and gaze at me like I was the long lost Madhubala? HA! Well, that would be something.

If only I could spot my own Dilip Kumar ;)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

And it goes a little something like this. . .

Yeah, I know - I know!! Never posting, that's me now. I think I'll take a page from this awesome chicka's book and be a little off the wall. But those of you who know me will *know* me.

"Hey, do you want some of these? I grabbed them for *blank* but he didn't show up again"

"Yeah, I'll take a couple. Do you love this guy or something?"

"Ummm, yeah. . .I guess - he's my friend. I tend to do stuff for my friends right? Don't you??"

"Yeah, I guess"

"Why you always coming around?"

"Well, your boss is my old boss and I'm friends with him and a couple of people here. I come to chill and say hi (and I was going to tell the old boss that you were a good guy but f*** it). Am I bugging you?"

"Nah, it's cool"

"What kind of music do you listen to?"

"Hard Rock"

"Yeah?! What bands?"

"****stani Hard Rock, but they're too many bands to name"

"Wow, I wasn't aware that there was such a thing. I will have to give it a listen. Do you listen to old Gazls like *blank*?"

"Yeah, sometimes"

"Do you want to hang out sometime?"

"I'm kinda busy, going to a party later"

"Okay, good stuff - enjoy your party (well, I tried and you ARE extremely droolworthy and incredibly handsome. You're also kind of a dick and I get that). Let me know when you're free (Greeeeaaattt, now I sound like some lovestruck schoolgirl)"

He turns away.

Buddy, you are literally one of the tallest, handsomest men I have ever seen. In fact, I did not know that men were even built like you in your country or anywhere! You are a complete a**hole though when I got to know you. That figures, guys who look like you often are (perhaps because women like me act dumbstruck far too often around you). So unlike *blank*, who I miss chatting with. Schoolgirl crush has completely ceased and averted.

I don't know why but it reminds me of . . .Nickelback for some reason - HA!